Cyber Surveillance

Amazon is recording and saving your data and stuff you say (and stuff your houseguests say).  Alexa records even without the ‘wake’ word, and it saves all recordings. You can delete it, but you cannot stop it from happening, except by not getting hooked up or by unplugging Alexa.

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Books Read So Far in the Year of Our Lord 2019

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I’ve been doing some extra reading this year, keeping up my goal of a book a week largely by audio books and children’s fiction.  Ahem.  I’m actually ahead of my goal.  I have a nightstand full of about ten books I picked off my shelves at the beginning of the year and set forth to be the first ten books I read this year.  That stack is really spurring me on.  I look at it every day and it inspires me…..

To go read something else, anything, everything, just not those ten neglected tomes.

So here are some of the things I read instead:

Fires of Invention, the first book in the juvenile steampunk Cove series (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers):

Girls and boys who like this kind of thing, well, will like it.  I mean, it’s a ‘boy book’ but girls will enjoy it, too (the reverse is less often true).  I had a hard time getting into at first, though. Lots of mechanical stuff that I could not really make sense of in my head, some draggy bits, but as I kept going it got more interesting, and I was honestly surprised by one of the twists at the end.  Really surprised. In a good way- it was cool.  It’s dystopian fiction, but kind of light, and there’s hope.  In this dystopian world, creativity, inventing, change, doing things differently (even as an improvement) are all terrible thought crimes and they will be punished.  Everybody finishes school after about 8th grade and is assigned to their apprentice-ship in the proper field.  One small little bit that I really liked is that the main character is deliberately assigned to the wrong field, one totally outside his interest or talents.  He is sent to food production- the underground city has hydroponic gardens, fish tanks and so on.  He grips about it a lot and is very unhappy, but he discovers, and not in an overly heavy handed way, that it is more interesting than he thought, that it’s worthwhile work, and that people who like it are not soft in the head.  It’s still not *his* passion, but he has found things to enjoy about it.  That was a nice touch.

Wuthering Heights– (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers) A reread, of course.  The first time I read it I think I was in my early 20s and I totally didn’t get it.  I had trouble keeping the characters straight, I was confused about the family trees, and I thought I was supposed to feel sorry for Heathcliff and Catherine, and for the most part I just couldn’t.  I did have a bit of pity and regret for Heathcliff because he did not realize how much Catherine loved him when he left in a fit of pique and if he’d only stayed behind five minutes more, or confronted her, he would have known and it all could have been resolved.  That was sad, but it was kind of poetic justice, too.  I found Mrs. Dean seriously annoying this time.  Much could have been avoided if she wasn’t such an idiot and if she would have stopped imagining that Heathcliff wasn’t really a total psychopath.  She’d seen plenty of evidence otherwise.  It also makes no sense to me why Heathcliff suddenly stopped torturing everybody and just left them to themselves.  Nonetheless, I still loved this story.  The prose is powerful, the true and less selfish love of Earnshaw and Cathy is the real story, and this time through… I noticed that Earnshaw had been dearly loved and tenderly cared for by the younger Miss Dean for the first five years of his life, giving him a firmer foundation for human love and connections later that Heathcliff appears never to have really had.


The Birdwatcher, book 2 in The Smolder Series by Kathryn Judson (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)

Judson writes clear, enjoyable prose. Her stories have warmth and occasional chuckles. This is dystopian fiction about a world where “Thought contamination was almost never tolerated, regardless of how it was contracted.” so there’s sad and hard stuff, but it’s also Christian, so there’s hope.  The salvation message is quite preachy at times, but I understand why she does that.  The stories themselves are interesting, the plots intriguing, and the characters are real people.  This book mostly introduces entirely new characters from book 1, but it’s set in the same story, and they talk about the main events in The Smolder.  A war is coming, and the underground rebels are going to have step up their opposition.  High school students could read this- middle schoolers too, although I am not sure they’d be interested.  Judson includes observations like this, on how one of the undersground communities lost its faith and is no longer Christian or moral, “It got fashionable to be immoral, then it got unacceptable to be moral,” and this comment about the value, even among difficult options of being “among people who understood the messy depths of other-centered love.”

Letters to the Church  by Francis Chan–(link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)

My husband and I listened to this on audible whenever we had to to drive more than about half an hour in the van.  It was really a good listen.  I like Francis Chan a lot .  I didn’t agree with every single thing he said, but I liked the overall approach and wish for more like this.  Here’s a quote: “While we can’t force people to be devoted, it may be that we have made it too easy for them not to be. By trying to keep everyone interested and excited, we’ve created a cheap substitute for devotion. Rather than busying themselves with countless endeavors, the early followers devoted themselves to a few. And it changed the world. It seems like the Church of America is constantly looking for the next new thing.”


The Warden, , by Trollope (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers) This is the prequel to Barchester Towers, which is better known.  I had some notion that this was comedy, and it really isn’t.  I totally enjoyed, it though, for Trollope’s insights into human nature, and Mr. Harding, the gentle soul who is so badly done by.

John Grisham’s Camino Island– (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian Readers):

Contemporary fiction, and I remembered nothing about it and had to go look it up for a review. It’s about the theft of priceless books, usually first editions, and the crime and uncovering of the crime and undercover operation to catch the thief.  I guess it’s typical Gresham, the type of crime caper that makes a fun movie.  It was a light and easy read and nothing from it stuck, while I am still thinking about some of the things I read in the Warden and other books.

Brown Girl Dreaming: (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)  This seems to be on the list of everybody who wants to recommend a good book to check off the diversity box for the kids.  Maybe it is, but it’s written in a sort of first person blank verse, which I don’t like,  and mostly it did not stick for me.  There are some things that I particularly liked, though- when she writes of a devastating event, a death in the family, she gets that clanging moment that marks the timeline of your life with that heavy line of before and after:

“Your brother my mother heard her own mother say and then there was only a roaring in the air around her a new pain where once there wasn’t pain a hollowness where only minutes before she had been whole.”
Oh, dear God, it hurt to read that.

And this was funny, later- the children are plagued by pesky neighbourhood children to use their toys.

“Let them play, for heaven’s sake, my grandmother says, when we complain about them tearing it apart. Your hearts are bigger than that! But our hearts aren’t bigger than that. Our hearts are tiny and mad. If our hearts were hands, they’d hit. If our hearts were feet, they’d surely kick somebody!”

I know that feeling.  I shared those quotes because I particularly liked them, but also because they illustrate what bothers me about reading this book, why I don’t think it stuck to me. My mind mostly glided jerkily over the words.  It’s the punctuation. Or lack thereof.

This year I have read a couple other books (or listened to) a couple other things I really enjoyed that one might use to check the diversity box if the checking of boxes was important to you.  I just really, thoroughly, totally, loved:
Feeding the Dragon by Sharon Washington (UK Link, Canadian link)- This is her own one-woman play of her childhood spent living in the New York City library where her father was the care-taker.  IT was marvelous, magical, and hard and difficult at times too, because of reasons I do not wish to spoil. It’s really well done- this story is bigger than any box, and I think of several scenes she recounted many times.

Also the children’s picture book Flossie and the Fox ,  (Canadian link), which I purchased last week because I could not find my copy (so my copy turned up the next day, ALWAYS).  I took it with me to babysit the grandchildren of our Shasta and the Equuschick (FIVE of them now, can you believe it?  And the Dread Pirate Grasshopper is 9!)- I read it aloud and the children all giggled uproariously in all the right places.  And delight of delights- the DPG laughed, but then he would mutter, “What a stupid little girl,” and his next two younger sisters would give him the side-eye and say, “I don’t think so!”, and then he had to eat humble pie at the end when the girls proved right, and he had been assuming she really did not know the fox was a fox all the way through.  I do so love this children’s book with a deep love, and I also am delighted to be reading it to the children of the little girls I first read it to.

Give Your Child the World: Raising Globally Minded Kids One Book at a Time 🙁link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)- this is a valuable book, a useful book, a helpful book.  I am thankful for the booklist in the back.  I liked many of the ideas in the front and because of this book, I have plans for purchasing maps of the four countries and the 12 states I have lived in to hang on our walls.  But can I just share this small but not insignificant twinge I kept having all the way through?  She keeps stressing the importance of raising your children to be leaders, and that is such a western-centric value to find in a book purportedly promoting global awareness and cross cultural communication.  Francis Chan said it in his book as well – leadership is a western value; submission is a biblical value (or something like that).  It was jarring to me, especially given the context.  But I really did appreciate the book. I will suggest, check it out from your library.  I feel like the book list is going to be outdated in short order, sadly, because kids books don’t stay in print long enough.


Misreading Scripture with Western Eyes:: (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)- I loved this.  I didn’t agree with every single conclusion they drew or scriptural insight related to culture that they shared, but I loved the overall principles and the cultural stuff.  You know me, of course, I do.  I love it.  I wish I could make everybody read this, Francis Chan’s book, and The Gospel Comes with a Housekey right now, this year, already.  Go forth and read.


The Rolling Stones, , by Robert Heinlein, (link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)– I listened to the audible version.  This is one of Heinlein’s juvenile stories, which I prefer to his books for adults.  It’s a fantastic, fabulous boy book.  Highly recommended without a single caveat.  It’s just good.

Ghengis Khan and the Making of the Modern World,  (Link for UK readers; Link for Canadian readers)- I have possibly mentioned this one before, it’s my second time through it.  I really love this. It’s engaging and thought provoking, very informative.  It doesn’t just stop with Ghengis’s life story- it continues tracing his Klan’s history and the accomplishments- and failures- of his descendants as well.  There is some unpleasant detail about tortures, and there is the problematic question of the Mongol habits of poor men gaining wives by kidnapping them from rival klan groups. But I would assign this to a high school student without too much concern, personally.

I also read Captain Blood,, by Sabatini :

Riproaring adventure

Story is set in the days of the Monmouth rebellion up until the beginning of the reign of Prince William.
We follow the adventures and misfortunes of Peter Blood, soldier, doctor, sailor, and more.
Enjoyable read in general.
Dated references to negroes and blacks as property/objects.

A couple of books about life in the Philippines that were disappointing, and a couple science books that I am not going bother reviewing.  IT’s been fun to have more access to real books again!

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Back up?

You weren’t missing something- the Common Room was totally down for about a month.  Drove me nuts.  But I had no money and no time to fix it.  Crazy stuff.  Busy.  Nothing dramatic, just lots of business.  Plus, you know. Well, some of you know.;-)

  I finally just blocked out a few hours to try to figure it all out today, ignoring the total disaster that is my upstairs that I really want to get to work on but I am overwhelmed, so overwhelmed by it all.   I go upstairs to get started, and I wander around in confusion because I have no idea where to start or what to do or how to do it and really, it’s unmitigated disaster. I just get stressed and sometimes cry and sometimes hyperventilate and I have to come back downstairs again because it gives me a raging head-ache and I just can’t.  And the son is coming home from college for a few days Sunday with a shiny new girlfriend in tow, so of course, I REALLY WANT THAT STUFF CLEANED UP but I seriously do not know what to do.

Sorry.  I derailed myself.

So anyway.  I blocked out this time.  I caffeinated. Took deep cleansing breaths, sat down at the laptop and slowly started going through my emails looking for my log-in information and any notices from bluehost (like maybe I did not pay a bill?)- and somebody emailed me to tell me the thing is back up, so here we are.    

I should go begin on the upstairs. 

I will tell you a few things instead. 

Spring in my part of the US is a drama queen.
I am still cold.

The violets are just downright showing off.

The wake-robin trillium are blooming as of today.

My lilacs have started and an apple tree we planted five years ago has a lot of lovely pink blossoms.

My grandchildren are adorable and so much fun.

We still make some silly mistakes from time to time, part of that reverse culture shock thing. 

I am still finding out new things that happened while I was gone that make me feel, I don’t know, like I’ve been in a coma? 

What do you mean that library branch is closed and a new one opened up somewhere else?  Wait, when did that open? When did that close?  WHO got divorced? THEY got married?!  How long have they been dating?  Please get sagins at the grocery store- why are you staring at me? Oh. Bananas.  Please get bananas.  Mga bata, come here and see what  brought- I mean, kids! Come see what grandma brought!  It is so disorienting and it was only two years for us.  I feel ashamed when I think of people I know who have been in overseas missions 20 years.

My husband is tutoring and loving it.  It’s not enough yet for all our income- he has four students currently, all Chinese kids.  He also does GrubHub two or three days a week and he works at the old grocery store where he worked a few years ago, just once or twice a week.   I’m selling a few things here and there.

We had a road trip, and are planning another.  The Little Boys will come stay with us for the summer if all goes as planned.


I missed my blog!

And then…. I could not publish because the blog was down again.

I tried to log in and couldn’t.  I tried to change my password and I couldn’t.

I just got error message after error message.  I finally got in touch with tech support via chat- because y’all know I can’t talk to people on the phone if I don’t know them and have advance notice that I am going to have to talk on the phone, and maybe some kava-kava, right?

So I found livechat. Rajashree tried to help, but his help began by ignoring the fact that I had explained I didn’t remember my password and couldn’t log in or change my password- ‘Please tell me the last four digits of your password…” and then “I am sending you a link to the place to change your password” and yes, that was a link to the same place I had already tried three times and been given nothing but error messages, but then something went wrong with the window and I could not see a textbox for replies.  So we got cut off.  I slapped myself in the head and pulled my hair for a few minutes.  My husband sat down next to me and offered completely inadequate solutions and suggestions but the moral support was nice.

I finally figured out the textbox issue (it only showed up if I opened chat up in a completely separate window of its own), but I got a new helper- Rajil, and Rajil spoke over my head.

“The disk is full causing the issue with website You will need to clear some files so that the server will work fine Use the ftp for this… :”

I cannot log in AT ALL, and if I could ,I don’t know what files to clear, or how, and I don’t know what on earth the ftp is and all the words I can think of for those initials are Not Very Nice at all and they would shock poor Rajil.  In between issues, you see, we have chatted and I have made canny use of my friendships with young Filipinos who have worked call centers, so I have told him I am a grandmother with 14 grandchildren (subtly playing the age card with somebody I suspect lives in India) and he slowed down and used smaller words, and told me God bless you multiple times and said he is only a kid of 24, so my age card worked.

He said he would get admin to work on my password but that might take up to two days, and he was so very sorry, Mam, but thankyou for your patience, Mam.  Then he looked at other stuff and said other things of a technological nature so I didn’t know what that was about but I told him my sixth daughter was just two years younger than he.

So the conclusion was that we would be having admin delete the updraft folder plug-in because it’s too full. I don’t know what that means or what is in it, and I had to give my official permission via an email to have that done, but I did it because  I was  feeling like taking a gamble and I missed my blog and here we are, but I do not know for how long.

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C.S. Lewis and other Deals on Kindle, Today Only

Screwtape Letters, 2.99

Today only Amazon has several C. S. Lewis deals on Amazon:
Screwtape Letters: 2.99,
The Abolition of Man, 2.99
The Four Loves, 1.99
The Great Divorce, 2.99:
A Grief Observed, 2.99;
All the books in the Chronicles of Narnia series, 1.99 each:
The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, 1.99:
The Magician’s Nephew, 1.99,
The Horse and His Boy, 1.99
Prince Caspian, 1.99
Voyage of the Dawn Treader, 1.99,
The Silver Chair, 1.99
The Last Battle, 1.99
These also look interesting:
Our Secular Age: Ten Years of Reading and Applying Charles Taylor, by Collin Hansen .99
The Secret Battle of Ideas about God: Overcoming the Outbreak of Five Fatal Worldviews, Jeff Myers, 1.99
FINDING TRUTH by Nancy Pearcey!!!! .99
by Shomari Wills 1.99
The Warner Boys: Our Family’s Story of Autism and Hope, (memoir, 2 of their three sons were diagnosed with Autism)- .99
By Curt and Ana Warner
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